Released on August 26, 2022, (I Am Not a Lover) is a defining track by Turkish artist Heijan (Doğan Tarda) that explores the raw, often destructive aftermath of unrequited love and betrayal. Moving away from the high-energy "semt oturuşu" (neighborhood-style) rap that first brought him fame, this song showcases a more vulnerable, melodic side of Heijan’s artistry, blending hip-hop with melancholic Turkish pop sensibilities. Core Themes and Lyricism

: The lyrics emphasize a sense of being used, with the narrator claiming they saved the other person from "the fires" only to be discarded. Visual Narrative of the Official Video

: The video often features Heijan in isolated, urban, or moody settings, visually representing the isolation described in the lyrics.

: While Heijan is a staple in the Turkish drill and trap scene—often collaborating with Muti —this solo track highlighted his ability to carry a deeper, lyric-heavy narrative that resonated with a broader audience on platforms like Spotify and Apple Music . Heijan - Değilim Bi Aşık (Official Video)

The lyrics of "Değilim Bi Âşık" serve as a manifesto of emotional exhaustion. The title itself is a rejection of the "lover" label, suggesting that the protagonist has moved beyond romantic infatuation into a state of scarred survival.